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		<title>How I installed OS X on my MSI Wind.</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 16 Oct 2009 06:46:32 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>weetzien</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I had so much trouble with this (honestly) and had to pick and chose from multiple different sources, that I figured I&#8217;d post this here, in case anybody had trouble like me. I&#8217;m not a hacker. I&#8217;ll say that straight out. I might be technical, but it takes me a very long time to understand [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I had so much trouble with this (honestly) and had to pick and chose from multiple different sources, that I figured I&#8217;d post this here, in case anybody had trouble like me.</p>
<p>I&#8217;m not a hacker.  I&#8217;ll say that straight out.  I might be technical, but it takes me a very long time to understand things, and take direction.  So hopefully this is the less-technically inclined version of those other tutorials.</p>
<p><img class="aligncenter size-medium wp-image-195" title="_MG_2699" src="http://weetzie.net/blog/wp-content/uploads/2009/10/MG_2699-300x199.jpg" alt="_MG_2699" width="300" height="199" /></p>
<p>The first thing I got, obviously, was <a href="http://www.newegg.com/Product/Product.aspx?Item=N82E16834152121" onclick="pageTracker._trackPageview('/outgoing/www.newegg.com/Product/Product.aspx?Item=N82E16834152121&amp;referer=');">this pink MSI Wind.</a> Yours doesn&#8217;t have to be pink, but it helps.  Once receiving the Wind, the first thing I did was peel off those hideous stickers on the palmrest.  I&#8217;m a Mac girl at heart, and stickers take away from the asthetics.  Steven would be ashamed at the number of lights and buttons, but then again, he&#8217;d be ashamed that I even did this.</p>
<p>That aside, you&#8217;ll need some materials.</p>
<p>1.  A little .iso called MSIWindosx86.iso.  It&#8217;s actually not little.  It&#8217;s about 3.8 GB little.  I like this one best because it didn&#8217;t kernel panic on me, and pretty much is tailored to work with the Wind.  Just don&#8217;t update the way you would a normal mac.  And you&#8217;ll have to find out how to update on your own.</p>
<p>2.  A flash drive.  Seeing that you&#8217;ll need to stick 3.8 GB on it, I recommend a flash drive at least twice that.</p>
<p>3.  <a href="http://www.filestube.com/ed793c9d791c749903e9,g/Chameleon-1-0-11-installer.html" onclick="pageTracker._trackPageview('/outgoing/www.filestube.com/ed793c9d791c749903e9_g/Chameleon-1-0-11-installer.html?referer=');">Chameleon-1.0.11-installer.dmg</a> I originally downloaded some version of Chameleon that was just the source code, and obviously, no good for doing it simply.</p>
<p>4.  Here&#8217;s the tricky part.  You might read on some older articles that MSI Wind needs you to replace its wireless card in order to work with Mac OS X.  Then you&#8217;ll read other articles that say no, you don&#8217;t have to, and you can just use the <a href="http://www.gottabemobile.com/2008/12/14/os-x-realtek-wirless-driver-for-msi-wind-released" onclick="pageTracker._trackPageview('/outgoing/www.gottabemobile.com/2008/12/14/os-x-realtek-wirless-driver-for-msi-wind-released?referer=');">leaked Realtek driver</a>.  Which is okay, *if* your Wind shipped with a Realtek card.  Well, mine didn&#8217;t.  I&#8217;m assuming they switched cards or are switching them up, but mine looks like this:</p>
<p><img class="aligncenter size-medium wp-image-196" title="IMG_2695" src="http://weetzie.net/blog/wp-content/uploads/2009/10/IMG_2695-300x199.jpg" alt="IMG_2695" width="300" height="199" /></p>
<p>That&#8217;s the AzureWave AW-GE780 card.  Now, you can try to use the Realtek driver if you want, <a href="http://rapidshare.com/files/171809218/Realtek_RTL8187SE_MacOS10.5_Driver_073_UI_1.6.2.zip" onclick="pageTracker._trackPageview('/outgoing/rapidshare.com/files/171809218/Realtek_RTL8187SE_MacOS10.5_Driver_073_UI_1.6.2.zip?referer=');">here</a> and <a href="http://www.tierheilpraxis-meder.de/Realtek_RTL8187SE_MacOS10.5_Driver_073_UI_1.6.2.zip" onclick="pageTracker._trackPageview('/outgoing/www.tierheilpraxis-meder.de/Realtek_RTL8187SE_MacOS10.5_Driver_073_UI_1.6.2.zip?referer=');">here</a>.  Hang onto that just in case, for a later step.</p>
<p>5.  This is only if the card that came with your Wind is incompatible, or you just want to get a different one.  I&#8217;m purchasing <a href="http://shop.ebay.com/?_from=R40&amp;_trksid=p3907.m38.l1313&amp;_nkw=dell+1490&amp;_sacat=See-All-Categories" onclick="pageTracker._trackPageview('/outgoing/shop.ebay.com/?_from=R40_amp_trksid=p3907.m38.l1313_amp_nkw=dell+1490_amp_sacat=See-All-Categories&amp;referer=');">this card</a> on eBay.  I&#8217;ve heard other places that it works, and I&#8217;ll give it a try and update this when I know better.</p>
<p>So now that you&#8217;ve got all your .dmgs and .isos downloaded, you&#8217;ll want to get your drive ready.  These are mac-specific instructions, sorry Windows users.</p>
<p>Plug your flash drive into your Mac, and open Disk Utility.  It&#8217;s under Applications &gt; Utilities.   Find your drive on the left-hand side of Disk Utility, and click it.  (See the blue below for what you need to click.)</p>
<p><img class="aligncenter" src="http://idisk.me.com/weetzie/Public/Pictures/Skitch/Disk_Utility-20091016-020859.jpg" alt="" width="263" height="296" /></p>
<p>Next, look to the right side of the pane, and select the Partition button.    Click the drop-down menu that says &#8220;current&#8221; under &#8220;Volume Scheme&#8221; and change that to say &#8220;1 Partition.&#8221;  Make sure the format is set to &#8220;Mac OS Extended (Journaled).&#8221;  Then, click the &#8220;Options&#8230;&#8221; button below.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><img class="aligncenter" src="http://idisk.me.com/weetzie/Public/Pictures/Skitch/Kingston_DataTraveler_2.0_Media-20091016-021152.jpg" alt="" width="442" height="277" /></p>
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<p>Select &#8220;Master Boot Record&#8221; and then click &#8220;Ok.&#8221;  This makes it so you can boot from your thumbdrive.  (Almost.)</p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><img class="aligncenter" src="http://idisk.me.com/weetzie/Public/Pictures/Skitch/Disk_Utility-20091016-021336.jpg" alt="" width="309" height="230" /></p>
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<p>Click Apply.  NOTE:  It&#8217;s probably already obvious to you, but this will erase your thumbdrive.  After all, that&#8217;s what formatting is, but I just wanted to make sure you knew that.</p>
<p>After the process is completed, you&#8217;re ready to load the drive.  Take your MSIWindosx86.iso file, and drop it onto the white space under all those drives listed in Disk Utility.  You should be familiar with drag-and-drop if you are, and are going to remain, a Mac user.  Ta-da!  Now it will be listed like your thumbdrive and all.  Now, double-click on the .iso.  It will mount and look like another little drive under it.</p>
<p>Click on that little &#8220;Restore&#8221; tab at the top that I&#8217;ve highlighted in blue.  Then go over and drag your mounted iso (the one also highlighed in blue) over to the &#8220;Source&#8221; part on the right.  Drag the formatted thumb drive over to the &#8220;Destination&#8221; part.  Make sure that &#8220;Erase destination&#8221; is still checked.  Click &#8220;Restore&#8221; at the bottom right.  Go make dinner, or start a TV show on Hulu.com.  This is going to take a while.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><img class="aligncenter" src="http://idisk.me.com/weetzie/Public/Pictures/Skitch/MSIWindosx86.iso-20091016-025207.jpg" alt="" width="536" height="211" /></p>
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<p>When completed, leave the drive in, but open up the Chameleon .dmg file.  Open the &#8220;Chameleon_V_1.0.11&#8243; file and it will run you through an installer.  IMPORTANT:  When it gets to the part where it asks you to select the disk you want to install it on, select your flash drive.  Also, you will hear a strange music that you can&#8217;t figure out where it&#8217;s coming from.  It&#8217;s on the mounted drive, and will stop when you eject it.  Turn off your volume, and relax.</p>
<p>When that part is ready, NOW you&#8217;re ready to install OS X.  Unplug the thumbdrive, and stick it into your Wind.  Boot your Wind up, and hold down/press the F11 key which will bring you into a boot menu.  Select your thumbdrive, and proceed.</p>
<p>The install process will go smoothly from here.  You won&#8217;t have internet yet, so you can&#8217;t enter your MobileMe or any registration information.  Your webcam also probably won&#8217;t work, so when it asks you to select an icon to use with your profile, just pick an icon.</p>
<p>Once everything is started up, try installing those Realtek drivers from earlier.  If they don&#8217;t work, there is one other driver you can try.  You might have a RALink card instead, in which case, you need the RALink driver <a href="http://www.ralinktech.com/download.php?t=U0wyRnpjMlYwY3k4eU1EQTVMekF6THpNeEwyUnZkMjVzYjJGa056a3dNalkwTXpnME5TNWtiV2M5UFQxVFZFRmZVbFF5T0RZd0lFUXRNUzR4TGpJdU1DQlZTUzB4TGpjdU1TNHdYekl3TURsZk1ESmZNVGM9Qw%3D%3D" onclick="pageTracker._trackPageview('/outgoing/www.ralinktech.com/download.php?t=U0wyRnpjMlYwY3k4eU1EQTVMekF6THpNeEwyUnZkMjVzYjJGa056a3dNalkwTXpnME5TNWtiV2M5UFQxVFZFRmZVbFF5T0RZd0lFUXRNUzR4TGpJdU1DQlZTUzB4TGpjdU1TNHdYekl3TURsZk1ESmZNVGM9Qw_3D_3D&amp;referer=');">here</a>.  Obviously that didn&#8217;t work for me, but if that&#8217;s what you have, then yay.</p>
<p>If you have the card I have, which again is the AzureWave AW-GE780 card, then as of now, there are no Mac drivers for it.  So you&#8217;ll have to order another card, such as the one suggested earlier.</p>
<p>I will update when I get it to let you know exactly how it works out.</p>
<p>The other thing, is that the audio jacks on the side don&#8217;t work.  The SD card reader WILL work.  The camera works, but not with Photo Booth.  Open iChat and try it out, and you&#8217;ll see.  It may work with other programs as well.</p>
<p>I haven&#8217;t checked anything else, honestly, but as I do, I will be sure to update this.</p>
<p><span>The following links helped me accomplish this:</span></p>
<p><span><a href="http://lifezero.squarespace.com/journal/2009/5/10/guide-to-os-x-on-msi-wind.html" onclick="pageTracker._trackPageview('/outgoing/lifezero.squarespace.com/journal/2009/5/10/guide-to-os-x-on-msi-wind.html?referer=');">http://lifezero.squarespace.com/journal/2009/5/10/guide-to-os-x-on-msi-wind.html</a><br />
<a href="http://www.ericsantiago.com/eric_santiago/2009/06/netbook-undergoes-a-osx-change.html" onclick="pageTracker._trackPageview('/outgoing/www.ericsantiago.com/eric_santiago/2009/06/netbook-undergoes-a-osx-change.html?referer=');">http://www.ericsantiago.com/eric_santiago/2009/06/netbook-undergoes-a-osx-change.html</a><br />
<a href="http://www.geardiary.com/2008/12/17/the-creation-of-a-hackintosh/" onclick="pageTracker._trackPageview('/outgoing/www.geardiary.com/2008/12/17/the-creation-of-a-hackintosh/?referer=');">http://www.geardiary.com/2008/12/17/the-creation-of-a-hackintosh/</a><br />
<a href="http://www37.atwiki.jp/msi_wind/?cmd=word&amp;word=IntelGMA950GME-10.5.5.tar.bz2%20download&amp;type=normal&amp;page=%E3%82%AB%E3%82%B9%E3%82%BF%E3%83%9E%E3%82%A4%E3%82%BA%2FMac%20OS%20X" onclick="pageTracker._trackPageview('/outgoing/www37.atwiki.jp/msi_wind/?cmd=word_amp_word=IntelGMA950GME-10.5.5.tar.bz2_20download_amp_type=normal_amp_page=_E3_82_AB_E3_82_B9_E3_82_BF_E3_83_9E_E3_82_A4_E3_82_BA_2FMac_20OS_20X&amp;referer=');">http://www37.atwiki.jp/msi_wind/?cmd=word&amp;word=IntelGMA950GME-10.5.5.tar.bz2%20download&amp;type=normal&amp;page=%E3%82%AB%E3%82%B9%E3%82%BF%E3%83%9E%E3%82%A4%E3%82%BA%2FMac%20OS%20X</a><br />
<a href="http://www.scribd.com/doc/16806369/Msi-Wind-u100-Dual-Boot-Osx-1" onclick="pageTracker._trackPageview('/outgoing/www.scribd.com/doc/16806369/Msi-Wind-u100-Dual-Boot-Osx-1?referer=');">http://www.scribd.com/doc/16806369/Msi-Wind-u100-Dual-Boot-Osx-1</a></span></p>
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		<title>Snapsnapsnap.</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 07 Sep 2009 05:43:04 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>weetzien</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[This is mine: I&#8217;m so freaking excited.  This website inspires me. Also this, for my XTi: Love love love! Oh and I went up to New York with Brady to see Tara for her birthday.  I got to meet her beautiful and lovely friends and her man again.  Everyone is so nice.  I wish I [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p style="text-align: center;">This is mine:<br />
<img class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-160" title="GTLR_Pink_1" src="http://weetzie.net/blog/wp-content/uploads/2009/09/GTLR_Pink_11.jpg" alt="GTLR_Pink_1" width="400" height="400" />
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<p style="text-align: center;">I&#8217;m so freaking excited.  <a href="http://microsites.lomography.com/holga/" target="_blank" onclick="pageTracker._trackPageview('/outgoing/microsites.lomography.com/holga/?referer=');">This website</a> inspires me.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Also this, for my XTi:</p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><img class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-161" title="MD0307A-img05-6ab34df9-c3be-4ce4-9bc6-f939ba946966" src="http://weetzie.net/blog/wp-content/uploads/2009/09/MD0307A-img05-6ab34df9-c3be-4ce4-9bc6-f939ba9469661.jpg" alt="MD0307A-img05-6ab34df9-c3be-4ce4-9bc6-f939ba946966" width="450" height="400" /></p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Love love love!</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Oh and I went up to New York with Brady to see Tara for her birthday.  I got to meet her beautiful and lovely friends and her man again.  Everyone is so nice.  I wish I had more friends in Delaware.  Also Tara inspires me to be awesome.</p>
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<p style="text-align: center;">Lastly, but not least ~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALSO TO HOLLY my best friend, all the way in Texas.  I wish she was just a drive away as well, because I&#8217;d love to come see her more often.</p>
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<p style="text-align: center;">I&#8217;m thinking about saving up to fly to Texas.</p>
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		<title>Registered for courses!</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 03 Aug 2009 17:36:48 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>weetzien</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[After what was an obnoxious process to get into Japanese 105, I am finally registered for my courses! Let me explain.  I was getting a weird error message every time I tried to add Japanese 105.  It said something like &#8220;GRP should be equal to PL2.&#8221;  I have NO idea what this means, so I [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>After what was an obnoxious process to get into Japanese 105, I am finally registered for my courses!</p>
<p>Let me explain.  I was getting a weird error message every time I tried to add Japanese 105.  It said something like &#8220;GRP should be equal to PL2.&#8221;  I have NO idea what this means, so I tried asking around, Googling, etc.  I tried adding OTHER elementary language courses, same error.  I tried calling the Registrar, and they didn&#8217;t know either.  They passed me onto the Foreign Languages and Literatures department, who told me to email someone named Crista.  Well, I contacted Crista, and she said it&#8217;s because I had 4 years of German in highschool.  So basically I&#8217;m too awesome to take any languages.  I&#8217;ve taken almost all of the courses UD had to offer in the German department, but I want to learn Japanese!  She went ahead and added me and now I&#8217;m ready to go!</p>
<p>I decided to take the Sexualities &amp; Gender course because I&#8217;ll be in the company of good people, and it will be awesome to study.  Then, I took History of Delaware, because my mom is a Delaware history genius, and pretty much raised me by teaching me a lot of interesting facts about Delaware.  I called my mom to let her know and she&#8217;s already familiar with the professor since he taught my little brother as well.</p>
<p>So that&#8217;s it!  I&#8217;m so excited because it&#8217;s easier now to use your financial aid to pay for things, like BOOKS!  I have $262 worth of books that I&#8217;m having delivered to my house.  I chose overnight shipping even.  And they&#8217;ll automatically update my book list if anything changes.  I don&#8217;t have to run around half.com like a maniac because they&#8217;ll handle everything.</p>
<p>Classes start September 1st.  I&#8217;m hoping to get all As this semester!</p>
<p><img class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-146" title="courses!" src="http://weetzie.net/blog/wp-content/uploads/2009/08/Picture-11.png" alt="courses!" width="647" height="119" /></p>
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		<title>A Vacation Would be Nice.</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 26 Jul 2009 08:01:40 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>weetzien</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Tomorrow I&#8217;m heading to Lewes, Delaware for a week&#8217;s vacation. No more work, no more calls. No more angry customers, broken things, frustrating technology. I&#8217;m going with my mother and my sisters and brothers (if they end up coming) and for one whole week I won&#8217;t have any responsibilities. Not one day, not two days, [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Tomorrow I&#8217;m heading to Lewes, Delaware for a week&#8217;s vacation.  No more work, no more calls.  No more angry customers, broken things, frustrating technology.  I&#8217;m going with my mother and my sisters and brothers (if they end up coming) and for one whole week I won&#8217;t have any responsibilities.  Not one day, not two days, or three.  A week.</p>
<p>I can&#8217;t tell you how much I need this.</p>
<p>Tomorrow morning, I&#8217;m going to try and drag Brady out of bed before noon, get his haircut, then fill my cooler with vegan yummies and head off to the beach.</p>
<p>I will be utilizing my iPhone&#8217;s tethering skills the whole week, so I will not be losing touch.</p>
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		<title>Growing up.</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 23 Jul 2009 16:00:28 +0000</pubDate>
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>First of all, I&#8217;m terribly sorry for the complete lack of updates these past few months.  I get on a roll, and then I become self-conscious about my writing, and my blog content.  I get worried about who&#8217;s reading it, or who wants to read it, or if I&#8217;m doing a good job being entertaining.  Then I think that may be my everyday events aren&#8217;t that interesting, and I&#8217;ll just get teased for writing.  I hope that&#8217;s not the case.</p>
<p>Let&#8217;s get back to the topic of this post.  It&#8217;s growing up.  It&#8217;s something I need to fucking do.  You see, I&#8217;ve always just been a step behind everyone else.  I&#8217;m afraid to move forward, become an adult, and leave what&#8217;s familiar.  So I took 3 years of college, found myself in a full-time salaried job, and then never looked back.  It proved to me you could get a good job without graduating college.  That people don&#8217;t look at a degree as often as you might think.  They look at experience.   While I don&#8217;t think I have that much experience, it&#8217;s enough for me to get hired and not be asked any other questions.</p>
<p>However, I&#8217;m tired of feeling like an idiot.  I&#8217;m tired of feeling uneducated even though I have finished my degree.  Yes, finished my degree.  In 3 years.  Unfortunately the University of Delaware requires more credits than my degree provides me, so I&#8217;m left with having to take 18 credits worth of electives in order to officially obtain my degree.  I&#8217;m an English major, but this year, I&#8217;m going back to school.  I&#8217;m going to finish those credits, and I&#8217;ll be able to call myself a college graduate by this time next year.</p>
<p>I applied for FAFSA a few months ago, to see what kind of money I&#8217;d be awarded.  I&#8217;ll be paying these damn loans off until I&#8217;m 40 years old, but for right now, I don&#8217;t want to have to worry about that.  I got enough money to be full time this year, but I&#8217;m going to only do 9 credits a semester.  It&#8217;s easier now because I work 3pm to 12am at my job, so all the daytime classes are out of session by then.</p>
<p>So far, I&#8217;ve accepted my awards, applied them to fall semester AND I have enough money to purchase books now.  I&#8217;m even adding $150 of that to go to on-campus food, so I can eat between classes.  What&#8217;s next?  I&#8217;m actually getting a permit so I can park my car.  Sure I&#8217;ll get crappy parking but it&#8217;s close to campus, and I don&#8217;t have to pay daily, and I won&#8217;t be in danger of being towed or fined.</p>
<p>Finally, the big question is what will I take?  I can&#8217;t take that many more English classes.  I have a limit of 54 credits that are allowed to be English, and I think I&#8217;m hovering somewhere around that.  I&#8217;ve taken pretty much every German class there is to offer, except for a conversation class.  The requirement for that, however, is that you haven&#8217;t taken any German 300 or 400 levels, which I have.  So that&#8217;s ruled out.</p>
<p>I do love language classes, though, and I&#8217;ve always wanted to learn another language.  I was interested in Portuguese, but the only option there is &#8220;Portuguese for Spanish speakers&#8221; which I am not.  Not even close. Dutch isn&#8217;t offered, or I&#8217;d jump on that.  So I was between Hebrew, Japanese, and Russian.  I think I&#8217;m going to choose Japanese.  It think it&#8217;s a good business language to know, and I would be able to watch anime now without having to focus my attention on the subtitles.  I&#8217;m probably going to take Japanese I in this coming semester, Japanese II in summer, and then Japanese III in the spring.  I won&#8217;t be fluent but I&#8217;ll be able to understand the language.</p>
<p>I should also probably take Technical Writing, even though it&#8217;s an English class.  I work with Technology nowadays, and I don&#8217;t see myself leaving that career path anytime soon.  I&#8217;m sure it will be helpful when writing tutorials and conversing with customers.</p>
<p>Lastly, ballet is offered as a class.  It&#8217;s specifically catered to people who have no experience with ballet.  I do, technically, but I was 6.  I don&#8217;t remember very much from it.  I think it would be fun and a good opportunity to work on my flexibility and lean muscles.  Right now I&#8217;m so out of shape it would at least be something.  I would also get an opportunity to purchase those vegan ballet flats that PETA is always advertising, haha.</p>
<p>To say the least, I&#8217;m very optimistic about going forward.  I think if I finish this I can be ready to go on with the rest of my life.  I feel like I&#8217;ve been wandering around wondering what would happen in my future, or not really caring.  Now I can at least know, and maybe proceed with that.</p>
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